any title you want, my love
your ghost is stil chasing me, or maybe it is me who is chasing your ghost, given my currently state of mind, i could not say for sure. what i can say is that i’m sick of it. it get even worse when i think of all those things that are going to make me remember you. some will be invetable, others, are going to be my choice, but it is terrible stupid the amount of things that remind of you, really.
what is the porpuse of all this? well i do not now, right now i can only think that, given our own personality, given what happen, between you and me, i think i am very lucky, that you came to stay. i will allways be very glad that you came here to stay.
because i do not think we were meant to be together under any circumstances, you and me, and despite that, there was a time when we loved eacj other deeply, that i know for sure, still some of that remains, in me, and in you is very probable too.
so i am very gratefull, that i met you, that you have let me loved you, that you did loved me back one day, and that afther all those years and all that things that happened between them, even after after i left without saying a word, you came to stay. even when you left just like me, thank you. the desert i never expected from life. it is over now, cant ask for more, i dont expect to get any more any way, but then again…you never know.
